The 30th.

not enough money

Well, it is another day. I talked to my friend Allison last night. She's pretty cool, we have alot in common. Well, one thing different. She's lived with her boyfriend for 8 months. I don't have a boyfriend. (that would be different) ;-) But I think she'll be a cool new friend.

[Mother do you think they'll drop the bomb? Mother do you think they'll like this song? Mother do you think they'll try to break my balls? mother should I build a wall? Mother should I run for president? Mother should I trust the government? Mother will they put me in the firing line?? is it just a waste of time?

Hush now baby baby don't you cry. Mother's gonna make all of your nightmares come true, mother's gonna put all of her fears into you, mothers gonna keep here right here under her wing, she won't let you fly but she might let you sing, mothers gonna keep baby cozy and warm.

Mother do you think she's good enough? Mother do you think she's dangerous? Mother will she tear your little boy apart? Mother will she break my heart? ]

Well reader, what else is happening?? My friend Melanie's laptop got stolen yesterday. They walked up to her car (it was in her driveway behind her HOUSE) at 2:30 in the AFTERNOON (broad daylight people), broke the rear triangle window and took her laptop bag. That's not the worst part, the laptop was insured. The worst part was that it had her Dayplanner in it. She LIVES out of that freaking thing. You know, when you have phone numbers of friends you haven't seen in YEARS, addresses of family, etc. Dishonest people suck.

[day after day, love turns gray, like the skin on a dying man. And night after night, we pretend it's alright, but I have grown older, and you have grown colder, and nothing is very much fun anymore.]

Moral for today: Enjoy every action to the fullest. If you're walking, listen to the sound of your steps. Watch the animals play once in a while (or more often if you have time.) Just enjoy.

P.s. any day you don't wake up dead, is a good day.

-DARK

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